Hopscotching with Cheerios

Some times I think Life is like a hopscotch board
remember when you were little you threw stones
to see where you could not land,
well now picture the stone as a cheerio
there is not one, there is A Million of them
The Hopscotch board is now you kitchen floor
Every where you walk you are crunching them and wiping off crumbs
Every time you think your ahead
It's only because your wiping off your feet
The cycle leads you to believe that no matter what you will always step on cheerios.

If you feet never know dirty they never know clean.
If you never have felt sorrow you will never understand happiness
If you never have cried you will never understand the Joy of a laugh

All this to say I am bless to be where I am while I am here, b/c it is only a time and how Long I do not know.

Every day a new adventure
Every night another prayer to thank Him for the day.
Remember it was not promised, non of them are.

Gen. 24

Gods' ppl
God's promise to make a nation out of Abraham
Was almost unfilled bc Rebecka was barren. . . .
UNTIL.................................................................
Issac prayed for here and she carried not 1 but 2 Nations in her belly!!!!
That's my hope and I'm stickin' to it!!!

What makes Him laugh makes me cry

I think God has a since of humor like . . .
Example:
ha ha ha
I am gonna show you a bunch of ppl that have what you want.
ha ha ha
This is making my insides cry.
Now I am more than likely wrong about this ,
but this is how I feel.
tired
depressed
smacked down
disappointed
heartbroken
lonely
I don't want to hear "It's all in Gods' timing " ANY MORE!!
I need to hear, I under stand your hear is broken and breaks a little more each time.
While they run around not loving what they have.
plz don't respond to this

'Night Out'

Just a little advice,
not worth the heartache.

What are the three things that are most important to you?

God, Jimi, Coffee. . . .
Don't ask in what order . . ..
(They all tie for first sometimes)

Sick and soft

Jimi: I love it when you are sick
Me: why?
Jimi: you are softer
Me:(No response)
Jimi: **Kissed my for head**
Me:**Sigh** I love you.